V-Day Bullshit.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY. Just kidding. Fuck V-Day. [lololol, I bet you're thinking 'DAYUM who shat in her cereal?'] This is gonna be a serious post, because love is a serious subject. Excuse my usual outbursts, because there won't be any. Now. I'm the type of girl who always gives relationship advice. I'm always thanked for my 'amazing' suggestions and warnings. Yet, ironically, I'm the girl who is still single. I know I'm young, but I've seen more heartbreaks than most of my elders. I've had to help people out of life-or-death relationships, and I've helped people make ground-breaking desicions. Yeah. I sound awesome, huh? Well, not really. I've gotten myself into so much shit because of love. I've done stuff I'm not proud of. I've told other people to do stuff they're not proud of. I've made relationships, and I've broken relationships. And no matter how much I try to love others, it seems that my best just isn't good enough. I've had to talk people back from the edge of suicide...numerous times. Love is dangerous. I used to think that there was a thin line between the right way to love, and the wrong way. But as I've grown older, the lines between the two have blurred. Love can be a thrill, but with every thrill, there's failure. So now you know. Now you know what it's like to be me. I have so much weighing on my shoulders, yet I'm able to smile. This isn't supposed to be a depressing post. This is supposed to encourage you. Look at how much shit I've been through. And you know what? I'm turning out okay. [I know I seem demented at times, but stfu. .o.] Don't give up. Don't ever give up. Keep your body un-scarred. There is a reason you're alive. Don't hurt yourself for love. I may not know who is reading this, but I love you. If no one else seems to, I do. That's all you need; that one spark of hope. Please hold on. It gets better. And always remember......

I'm BAAAACK?!?

I know it's been a while. I'm home from Japan. [obvi] Sorry I didn't write. I KEPT FORGETTING. Soooo much bullshit has happened since we last spoke~ Jesus, it's been like, over a month. Damn. I got a boyfriend; dumped him [HE WAS A NO GOOD MOTHER FUCKER]; I started my second semester [AND I ALREADY HAVE AN F WTF]; aaaaaaand, um, OH YEA. I'm moving. Ask Cuppy all about it. xDD She's seen my house. [it does not look country -3-] So. Anyway. ._. I have nothing to put on here anymore. e.e I only created this to share my poetry. .o. BUT EY. Shit happens. [wtf am I saying? -_(\] I'll make another post after this one about V-Day and shit. And no more promises about writing here, but I will honestly try to. FAREWELL, MY LOVELIES! Stay beautiful. <3