V-Day Bullshit.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY. Just kidding. Fuck V-Day. [lololol, I bet you're thinking 'DAYUM who shat in her cereal?'] This is gonna be a serious post, because love is a serious subject. Excuse my usual outbursts, because there won't be any. Now. I'm the type of girl who always gives relationship advice. I'm always thanked for my 'amazing' suggestions and warnings. Yet, ironically, I'm the girl who is still single. I know I'm young, but I've seen more heartbreaks than most of my elders. I've had to help people out of life-or-death relationships, and I've helped people make ground-breaking desicions. Yeah. I sound awesome, huh? Well, not really. I've gotten myself into so much shit because of love. I've done stuff I'm not proud of. I've told other people to do stuff they're not proud of. I've made relationships, and I've broken relationships. And no matter how much I try to love others, it seems that my best just isn't good enough. I've had to talk people back from the edge of suicide...numerous times. Love is dangerous. I used to think that there was a thin line between the right way to love, and the wrong way. But as I've grown older, the lines between the two have blurred. Love can be a thrill, but with every thrill, there's failure. So now you know. Now you know what it's like to be me. I have so much weighing on my shoulders, yet I'm able to smile. This isn't supposed to be a depressing post. This is supposed to encourage you. Look at how much shit I've been through. And you know what? I'm turning out okay. [I know I seem demented at times, but stfu. .o.] Don't give up. Don't ever give up. Keep your body un-scarred. There is a reason you're alive. Don't hurt yourself for love. I may not know who is reading this, but I love you. If no one else seems to, I do. That's all you need; that one spark of hope. Please hold on. It gets better. And always remember......

I'm BAAAACK?!?

I know it's been a while. I'm home from Japan. [obvi] Sorry I didn't write. I KEPT FORGETTING. Soooo much bullshit has happened since we last spoke~ Jesus, it's been like, over a month. Damn. I got a boyfriend; dumped him [HE WAS A NO GOOD MOTHER FUCKER]; I started my second semester [AND I ALREADY HAVE AN F WTF]; aaaaaaand, um, OH YEA. I'm moving. Ask Cuppy all about it. xDD She's seen my house. [it does not look country -3-] So. Anyway. ._. I have nothing to put on here anymore. e.e I only created this to share my poetry. .o. BUT EY. Shit happens. [wtf am I saying? -_(\] I'll make another post after this one about V-Day and shit. And no more promises about writing here, but I will honestly try to. FAREWELL, MY LOVELIES! Stay beautiful. <3

I'm Fucking Cold.

It's 49 fucking degrees currently in Japan. Yes, it's early, but I can't fucking sleep. [sleepy Jenn is cranky. >:c] The flight back to the US I was taking [the one after Christmas] is currently cancelled because of a winter storm in the US where my flight was landing. [FUUUUU] It's too early and cold to go anywhere or do anything. I was supposed to go to the Hello Kitty Capital todaii. ;~; Fuck it. I'll go anyway. I'm getting a fucking Hello Kitty Massage, Mani-Pedi, and whatever-the-fuck-else I want. >:I But what if they're closed? ;o; I'LL BREAK IN! -don't mind me, just a little self argument- [Herp. <:] Ok no. But maybe. Idk wat? Pft. Ok. I'm srsly tired. Liek. Yeh. Ok. I'll make another post later today about my Hello Kitty adventure. <3 STAY BEAUTIFUL, MY LOVELIES!

I'VE MISSED YOU!

Holy shit. Ok. Ok. Mk. I know I've abandoned this blog. [I thought I forgot the password. Grade A dumbass. But when I clicked on the link, I was still logged in. ._.] SOOO~ Much shit has happened since we spoke last. [so personal. o-o] I got my tongue pierced. No, it didn't hurt. But yes, it got infected. So I took it out. ._. Ummmm, I went to the winter formal OMG LOL. I looked like a 50 cent whore. x'D! With my short dress and red lips. WTF. >o> Anywhore, I'm officially done with my first half of sophomore year! Woowoo -confetti- I'm chillen in Japan atm. The flight was shorter than expected. o-o Gramma's been scaring me with retarded Japanese legends. -.- [its working. D;] It is currently 10:16 A.M. I've got so much fucking jet lag. I left at 10:25 U.S time. In the morning. Idk how this works. -mindfuck- I'm not doing a damn thing today but catching up on my sleep. Or something. I don't fuckin' know. ANYWAY. I have no choice but to post erryday since I'm not doing anything. xD [thats my way of saying bai. o3o] I LOVE YOU GAIZ. Take care, my lovelies.

I KNOW I'M LATE.

ERMAHGERD. I'm so sorry for being so effing late.! ._. I kept telling myself to write a new entry, but I forgot. xD SOOO. Lots has been going on in the life of me. ;o One, my heart was broken then fixed by a boy that is dating my best friend. Which, in turn, broke my heart again. Two, I GOT A HOMECOMING DRESS OMGOINVAD;VNFVNJK! It's so pretty! I shall post pics later! *-* [on a completely unrelated note, my grandma threw out my purple hair dye. Like, WTF BITCH I WAS GONNA USE THAT. -.-' Thank god she didn't find my bleach, I'd be a dead ho. x.x] My babies, if I don't post for a while, please forgive me. At the moment I'm very sick. That and so much is going on in my life right now. For all my readers that aren't in highschool, ILOVEYOU. x.x Highschool is killing me. [I'm not helping am I?] But don't let me fuck up your experience, it could be great. Everyone's is different. Mine happens to suck donkey ass. Yea. ANYWAY. I'm gonna end this post here, mostly because I feel too shitty to keep blabbering on. -cough cough- I'll see you lovelies in a few days. -sneeze- If I don't die. Much love and stay beautiful~<3

Kawaii has come to town!

Hello everyone!  They call me Cuppi!  I am so excited to be writing on my bff's blog, 'tis is an honor!  Boss told me to create an about me post~ so without further adieu I present to you......ME!

Like I said before my name is Cuppi!  I run my own blog dedicated to the lovely fashion of kawaii~.  Funny story but Jenn also writes on that blog as my co-writer!  She writes "every" Friday so you should come read what your mama has to say, and maybe me too :x? I'm very hmm....attention grabbing?  But I'm going to be mellow and chill here, after-all it is Jenn's blog! I hope to get everyone kawaii after my work here is done!  Because it is the best style ever.  And who else to teach you than a Japanese person themself, it runs in the blood.  Hopefully I can show off more fashion here!  Tell then, bye~

Fashion Craze~!

OKAAAAAAAY. Second post in one day. I know what you're thinking. "Jenn, two posts?!!? SLOW DOWN!" But I haaaad to make a post about the latest fashions. [not saying I classify myself as any one of these fashions so stfu. <.<] Hokaiiii. First fashion trend: Hipster. Basically, it's where you spend an ass ton of money to look like you don't spend an ass ton of money. In other words, you pay extra for designer label copies. e.e It's as stupid as it sounds. [le five minutes later] WTF. I looked up pictures on google as an example and they all looked like this... -duckface/sunglasses/tattoos/really shitty logo shirts- Okay. I officially dislike "hipster." -.- [sorry if you're hipster. ._.] NEXT STYLE. Punk. Nah, that seems boring, how about...OH I KNOW. Kawaii~! Now, if you're retarded, kawaii is used mainly in japan. It's hard to explain, so here's the "Urban Dictionary" version:

An adjective in Japanese meaning " pretty; cute; lovely; charming; dear; darling; pet" It's stem is two kanji meaning "can love". It is commonly used by anime and manga fans.

The next style I'm going to be talking about is one of my favorites. It's called "CyberGoth." Now, I'm not saying I am one [I'm not lol] I just think the style is cool. A Cybergoth, in short is a goth who is into the Industrial music scene. The urban goth. They usually wear flashy clothes and other accessories displaying a mechanical/industrial theme. So...something like this: 

Alright, last style....DRUMROLL PLEASE! The next style is.....EMO. LOLOLOL. Jk, rofl. It's alternative. Which I guess I am? O_o I mean, I don't really fit into any category. Alternative is The label used in schools for people who are nots chavs, goths skaters or emos. o-o  The lady with the blonde hair is the only legit example I found. ._. Yikes. Nice hair. e.e Anyway, as you can see, she's not really matching, but by not matching, she matches. o-o It makes sense, just don't think about it. c;

THAT'S ALL FOR THIS EDITION OF "FASHION CRAZE" HOPE TO SEE YOU NEXT TIME! 

Long time, no post.

HAAAAAAAY guyz. I know it's been a while, but with school and other drama going on, I wasn't able to post. o_o Anywhore, I'm back nows. I've missed you all. >.> Not much has really happened that I can blog about [that's interesting] lately. OH. I dyed my hurr. Black-ish. ;o And I made a friend that's from Nigeria. [HER ACCENT IS SOOOO CAYUTE! *~*] OH HOLD DAFUQ UP. Something funny happened todaii. xD Hokai. So, in 4th period there was a pencil stuck in the ceiling. The teacher couldn't figure out wtf everyone was laughing at. It was really funny. xD I'm gonna end this post here, but if I think of something else, I'll post it later. [maybe ;3] Goodbye and farewell, my lovelies!